The poison makes its way through my body slowly
Into the pleasure centers of my brain
If you were here I would admit that I'm an asshole
But now it’s over and I can’t stay sober
Though it isn't like I tried
And on the front porch, or on an airplane on vacation
Or out for dinner in a NEARBY town
I was so proud just to have you sitting with me
But now it’s over and I can’t stay sober
Pour and swallow
Follow one shot with another
I'll keep on till you agree to come back over
Or until there are X's on my eyes
My old man always swore that hell would have no flame
Just a front row seat
To watch your true love pack her things and drive away
I wanted to spend my life with you
sitting down on the steps at the old post office
the flag was flying at half mast
and I was thinkin' 'bout how everyone was dying
and maybe it is time to live
I don't know where we're going
I don't know what we'll do
walked into the thrif-tee
saw the man with the hollow eyes
who didn't give me all my change
but it didn't bother me this time
'cause I know I only got this moment
and it's good
I went to the gas station
old woman honked her horn
waiting for me to fix her car
I don't know where we're going
I don't know what we'll do
laying in bed tonight I was thinking
and listening to all the dogs
and the sirens and the shots
and how the careful man tries to dodge the bullets
while a happy man takes a walk
and maybe it is time to live
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standing in the dark outside the house
breathing in the cold and sterile air
well I was thinking how it must feel
to see that little light
and watch it as it disappears
and fades into
and fades into the night
so I know you're going pretty soon
radiation sore throat got your tongue
magic markers tattoo you
and show it whare to aim
and strangers break their promises
you won't feel any
you won't feel any pain
and the streets are jammed with cars
rockin' their horns
to race to the wire
of the unfinished line
thought that I'd forget all about the past
but it doesn't let me run too fast
and I just wanna stand outside
and know that this is right
and this is true
and I will not
fade into
fade into the night
standing here in the dark
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Hate a lot of things
But i love a few things
And you are one of them
Hard to believe
After all of these years
But you are one of them
Walk down the street
I'm thinking:
Everybody move along
I've got a sad-hearted needing
To belong
Nevertheless
It's all the mess you made
But i can let it go
Walk down the street
I'm thinking:
Look at all the ants in a farm
I've got a sad-hearted feeling
To harm
Hate a lot of things
But i love a few things
And you are one of them
Moon rises
Somebody dies
Somebody cries
It's okay
Vibrations and it's a car crash
Drunken dreams and they are mad
Why, oh sorrowful dad?
It was okay
Singing and it's a wet kiss
Soft fingers and a cooing words
Manipulation masks for lovebirds
"It will be okay"
The moon has holes
The sun is on fire
Oil is merely just a deadly pyre
Is it okay?
What is your personal motto?
Shit happens
Cause it does. Shit you can't stop and shouldn't try to fix.
As winter fall down on London town,
I feel the walls closing in,
The silver sky is turning us, to stone,
We hide beneath the ground,
Feeling so broken and,
Cannot tell the day and night,
Apart.
Well I think,
But I'm not sure,
I don't know how,
It is, we came to be here,
Doesn't it seem strange,
I mean, could it be it's not really happening now.
And the animal,
Is always in your heart,
And the animal,
Will forever be waiting where you are.
Breathe in the air for me,
You don't know what it feels like,
To be, free,
But your innocent experience,
Can lead you astray sometimes,
And passion isn't always the key,
So you dig in and I hold out,
And don't let go for nothing,
Didn't you see me fall,
Unless it's not really happening at all.
Angel,
And the animal,
Will always be in your heart,
Angel,
And the animal,
Forever will be where you are,
One day,
You remember this,
When all has come to pause,
One day,
You remember you are,
Not the one you think you are,
As winter left of London town,
I feel my heart opening,
So I, turn around and breathe you in,
Again.
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In the middle of the night,
I shiver in a state of fright,
And the dream in my head,
Doesn't fade it,
Gets clearer instead,
In my dream people are slaves,
False prophets on the airwaves,
And every channel, every station,
Preaches to our separation,
I'm
Dreaming,
I'm dreaming,
Oh, I wake up,
In the middle of the night,
I found my dream in the coat of light,
I brave new world in my head,
Lewd bad monkeys in the living dead,
I see power for power,
Money for money,
Fame for fame's sake,
A new religion for the human race.
But if all the walls go down tonight,
What if all the walls go down tonight?
(Tonight, tonight)
And if all the walls go down tonight,
It'd be okay,
I would be alright.
Oh, I wake up, in the middle of the night,
My senses screaming, something's not right,
There's a shadow on the wall,
Doesn't look like my shadow at all,
I wake up, in the middle of the night,
My senses screaming, something's not right,
There's a shadow in my bed,
I'm not alive, but I'm not dead.
Every empire falls, into the sea,
They fade away, from memory,
Eventually,
Oh, eventually,
Everything will just fade away,
Oh, eventually
I GOT MY INTERNET BIATCH.
YEAH
YEAH
FUCK YOU WHO DOUBTED THE GURU!!!
So I am in Charlotte in my mom's bf's house
It is actually pretty fun
Last night sucked. After getting an email back from Lisa and being a thouroughly bad mood for the rest of the night, having to enjoy a semi-retarded drunk guy and redneck assholes (that I probably would have normally thought enormously entertaining) I went to sleep incredibly depressed.
Oh well, I woke up alright...feeling a bit better. Me and Dave went on his bike together (which makes my ass really sore...) and checked out an equestrian ranch. Then waffle house where the people were really annoying and rude.
But then we came back and made my mom a rather nice picture frame. Now I'm tired, but oh well.
I miss you guys.
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate
So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate
So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
You know what?
Fuck every single part of my life.
Just got my license. Yeahuh
but it is kind of bittersweet, I had to say goodbye to Lisa today. Not happy about that. I am happy about being able to drive anywhere...well sort of...I don't feel like it.
I drove over to billy's and he was with his little pedophile candies. How sad.
I'm up for hanging out tomorrow...maybe today, but I am pretty tired...ready to turn in.
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